Careful. You might need a microscope to see this thing.
Seriously... I feel huge... because I have gotten bigger than I have ever been in my life.
But no one that meets me can tell I'm pregnant... I attribute that to them seeing me from the front at first. One of the surgery attendings actually said I must be "birthing a rabbit" when I said I was 20 weeks last week at the dinner we went to. Everyone is shocked.
All I know is, last week at my doctor's appointment, he is developing normally and not being affected by my own lack of growth. So I'm not complaining! It has also (so far) meant not needing to buy very many new clothes. Most of my summer shirts are stretchy enough to still fit.
Its amazing how much seeing him on the ultrasound last week has changed things. Before that, in my mind I think I was just like... yeah something is growing in me that is making me uncomfortable and bigger.
Now its real. There is a little boy growing in me. I am going to have a son. My mind is in nesting mode. My body isn't... but my mind is definitely dreaming. Lack of progress is being attributed to terrible weather, needing to finish unpacking before I do anything else, and mentally adjusting to Kyle being gone all the time. But mostly unpacking. All I want to do is just throw all the boxes into the car and drop them at Goodwill. Where am I going to put it all?!?!?!?!?!?! It has to get done though. The unpacked boxes are keeping me from trying out new hobbies, restarting old ones, and working on the baby room (all of the boxes are stored there).
Enjoy your weekends everyone. I haven't forgotten that I still need to show the bedroom and master bath for the final room-by-room post... that is the only reason I haven't started showing the improvements we have made.
I have issues finishing things. Seriously.